My daughter-in-law gave me a two-dollar scratch-off ticket for my seventy-third birthday and laughed while I scratched it. “Let’s see if you win enough for bus fare, Margaret,” Jessica joked. My son Colin laughed with her, and even my grandchildren joined in. I smiled because, by then, I had become very good at hiding hurt behind a calm face. I had baked my own birthday cake that morning, and nobody seemed to notice how tired I was. Then I saw the symbols beneath the silver coating. I checked once, then twice. My heart began pounding, but nobody was watching. I quietly folded the ticket and slipped it into my cardigan pocket. “Nothing?” Colin asked. “Not even bus fare,” I replied.
That night, I sat alone in my room and thought about the four years since my husband Arthur died. Colin had insisted I move in with him and Jessica because he said I shouldn’t be alone. At first, I believed he wanted his mother close. Slowly, however, I became more useful than loved. I cooked, cleaned, bought groceries, picked up the children, and changed my plans whenever someone needed something. Then one evening, I overheard Jessica say, “Your mother is becoming a burden.” Colin sighed and answered, “What do you want me to do? She’s my mother.” Those words stayed with me. The following Monday, I drove downtown and met attorney Richard Sterling. I placed the little ticket on his desk. He stared at it before asking, “Does anyone else know?” I shook my head. “Then don’t tell them yet.” For months, I said nothing. I continued cooking and smiling, but inside, I began rebuilding my life. Then, one evening in November, Colin placed a glossy brochure on the dinner table. It was for a senior living facility they had already visited. “We think you’ll love it,” Jessica said. When I asked when they wanted me to move, Colin answered, “January first.” They explained that Lucas needed my bedroom and that I would be happier around people my own age. I looked at my son, and he quietly said, “It’s for the best, Mom.” I smiled. “I agree.” That night, I called Richard. “I’m ready,” I whispered. The next morning, I placed my suitcase beside the front door. At 8:27, the doorbell rang. Colin accepted a certified envelope, opened it, and suddenly froze. “A&M Property Holdings…” he whispered. Then he looked at me. “Mom… what on earth is this?” … CONTINUE READING